what bothers me is that I can feel things so deeply that I know intuitively exactly the one material place to look for the answer I need, so I always come fully loaded to the table, and then , this is after dealing with all the excess emotions of knowing too much, trying to calm myself and think rationally, normally, and then try to sit down and meet the event or the person half way in normalsville. but there is no normalsville, there is just a lack of imagination out there. But every once and again when I let things slip it might as well have been blowing in the wind anywho, and I wish it would just take me with it. Nobody seems to want to eat the wind, digest the wind assimilate the wind.
Ive been watching this guy who has, through simple numerology found the equations to find love, god whatever you wanna call it...the force that is everything and how it materializes, numbers are sacred geometry and vise versa, and all the mathmeticians just could not think that simply. 3 6 and 9 are the unseen operating forces. 1 and 8 mirror eachother (9 is "god") where there is one there is 8 mirroring it just like opposing thumbs. but we only have opposing numbers because the zero force sends out three rays 9 being the z axis and 3 and 6, and they cut things between the 1 and 8 (9) 2 and 7, 4 and 5. and it goes round and round, in a coil like thingy. I'm not done watching it, halfway through. but I swear to god the z axis that is nine is going straight through my head and I can seriously feel it and it keeps telling me it's there, like a photo will smash and then there is the pyramid of glass broken out of the frame so the point is at the top of the persons head. I mean yes that's where we connect spiritually to the nine...uhmmm
I woke up telling myself two things, and they were very simple and basic and kind of like duh, but 1. location is chosen by the observer (because physically before you chose which one it is you want to be (and that's how you chose the where) you are everywhere before you chose. but you are actually nowhere before you chose which one. ether. 9=0 in some sense, but not at all, we are the filler for that equation. we are the 0 experiencing the 9.
and the other thing I woke up having to think is that water always knows. yes, it's been proven that all energy has intelligence but there is something about water. it always knows what to do and it takes electricity. so if we are gonna use this 9 and hook up to unlimited energy and the ability to be the "queen on the chess board" as that guy was saying, I think we need to interview water. so you know, that's what will be in my head today at the bar while serving these drinks to these people, how to interview water. because even if I am an 8, there always has to be 1 for balance. thank you invisible 3 and 6. I am gonna interview water though, so I can learn how to move with intent and not just float on air or slide on water. vaporize me. right.
the other thought, well it was more of a realization is that space is an illusion. we are always in the same spot, doing everything at once, the motion of the coils is expanding and retracting, we are simultaneously doing this, so everything which is nothing is eternal and it's all happening in the exact same spot which is nowhere. I can see why 0 was lonely and wanted to create 9 imaginary friends. forever and eternity do not extend forever eternally, they regenerate, on the inside and come back around. forever and a day is in you not outside.
oh screw it let's keep going. this is the reason for everything so let's explain why I only eat RAW fruits and vegetables. Energy has intellegence. our most vibrant life source energy here on the planet purest available is the sun. that knowlegde is locked in fruit and vegetables. Fruit is the highest vibrating thing besides a rose you can ingest. you are literally swallowing all the intellegence of the universe that we can get our hands on. that does alot once it hits the gut. and you can then learn to eat the wind and the sun itself. it's the molecular structure, before you kill it with heat that knows what to do in your body...all false presumptions created in a dense acidic world, like disease, weak genetic predispositions..they disipate. and don't worry about the mind catching up, that's just a computer in your body, it's not you, with this nutrition it will, and your thoughts will recognize truth, because the message is in the energy, not in the material, not in the cells and fluids of your brian, but the energy flowing through it and all the other organs in and around your body. On Stan Lee's super humans, there was a man who could do any math equation in his head before a calculator could even arrive at the answer. it was insane. he was spitting out numbers like .000223459873647612 at a rate where his mouth could barely keep up. and what they saw in his brain was that it was operating from area 44 which is where we locate things, like targets and it makes minute adjustments so that we can quickly and effortlessly locate and zero in on an object. his brain was doing no computations, it was merely locating the answer.they were coming in through the z axis in his head, the 9 that zero created. our brains and bodies are merely the imaginary number friends growing on a vine of the nine. and THAT. THAT is what we are. we are the answer. not the brain. we are the thing that has the answer. the intellegence in the energy. I'm gonna ask water what it thinks about that. riiight after work. oh look this is my ninth post, well number 8 I never posted. it was dumb