I thought it was funny. Chris at work, she's a girl, she's in her 60's when she first started working at the stables (restaurant) she would just kinda pace back and forth with a look of grim and gloom on her face. and it looked like she was walking on a tight rope because she wears those sketcher shape ups so each step looked very high from the floor and very purposely balanced as if she could fall to her death at any moment. Little did I know a little five foot woman hiding a huge hilarious fun personality which encompassed being a flower child in the 60's. she will dance and dance and then get you to dance and then find a stuffed animal somehow, no matter where you are, to cuddle with because it is soft. If you hear anyone say, "Keewl Man." your best bet is it came out of her mouth. In passing tonight I hear her say, "I ate one of the fries that fell off the plate onto my tray and now I want fries." I laughed. sometimes when you pass her she'll just be looking down at her feet. She almost died once. Now she says she pays really close attention to everything. like when she's driving in her car to go to work and she sees a robin or a blue jay fly by, or a dog, she just really looks, I guess it's like the feeling that it's all so fleeting..blink and
I think the secret to get the most out of it is to listen to yourself and not anybody else. what. do. you. want. to. do. and most people think in terms of money. well, if you follow the money with no regard for what you'd really really enjoy in life, you will die either chasing or having caught.nothing .you. want. I know it's true that if you just have the guts to start doing what you want. when you want to.when it pleases you. when it fulfills you, you will bring the very essence of you into life, and that is something that will grow and expand into something you've not yet dreamed of now, and you, arriving at yourself, learning through what you feel compelled to do will catch a death eventually. and it will be amazing.

A loner must give of themselves to the world freely without expecting anything back if they are going to actively live in this world without disillusionment. It's only a lonely path because you've hijacked the snow blower and are looking for something way better in this white out of a world.