breaking away is hard when trying to change because you have to change the momentum that was sweeping you in a certain direction everyday. you can break all at once but if you keep clinging to even one thing in the old tide, all the other parts come rushing back in and out you go. a bit like quick sand, one iota of thought is attached to every other, however water is all smoke and mirrors when you change your vibration. sand could be too, but it takes alot more energy to turn sand into a glass for looking and then imagine putting all the energy into that glass to make it fall thicker on the bottom like the viscous liquid it is, usually takes a hundred years or so, like the time in training, to come back to the very windows you left here to see this eternity through again. show your reflection who you are. the things that make you light up are the reason all things are here.